寒山唁

After two weeks of rushing, I come to the end of second week.

Actually time really flows fast. While two weeks ago, TA still sounds like something which one can carefully prepared for, today, TA is just nest week which means four days after. There is scarcely anything to say in these two weeks since everyday seems to be a rush and all I could remeber is the night crazily doing SS research form and also that night, Germany won.

It was this Tuesday night but it already felt like a event which is months ago. [p.s Tuesday I also did my oral assessment and I had a very happy sleep on Wednesday !

I could not remember what did I do during the three days holiday from Sataurday to Monday. Shamely admitted that I only completed testimonial. Then before that, there is even less things to remember. I spent a lot of time on reading historical records and watch vedioes on Dynasty Warriors instead of study. At that time, I thought there is enough time. No need to hurry and no need to worry.

I am wrong. 

In today's English lesson, the teacher asked us about our voice and our emotion that we'd like to reveal in the personal essay. I searched all my memories and found out a fact desperately that regret is the most common emotion I have in my life. I'm always in a mood lamenting for something: the lost time, a broken friendship,the sepearation from one I loved, the wrong choice about that detus... It is quite shocking to find that I have grieve over so many things when I have not realized. 

I did not mean to write all cheerful things from now on but I really hope myself could be a better man, a manwith determination and discipline, a man without so many regrets.